It's about something. I try to find the word but inside of me i feel a desire to break past the word and express something that does not want to be held by one word. That something rejects the word that my mind tried to lay on it and moves away to become something else. Each time I think I found the right word, that something changes again, as if challenging me, as if it was telling me that it will never accept a name. And if I did find a name, that something will change again and again, as if wanting to prove that I am attempting the impossible.
I feel I could spend a lifetime trying to find the right word, and in the end, that something wi